Well man it has all happened so quick like I don't even know what's really happening you know
He's like the sweetest guy I've ever met
He's always trying to spend as much time possible with me
He's the guy that's telling me not to put myself down and to ignore things that upset me
He's also the guy who sounds incredibly sincere when those three words come out
I'm grateful, honestly.
I know maybe I don't show it too often but you're like a bunch of awesome!
The fact that I'm holding back makes me feel ashamed but I just don't wanna rush it you know?
I understand I'm like a hopeless boy cray and I fall fast and easy.
And that's why I need to hold back and not be the crazy clingy girl
Sometimes I just need space to calm down and not jump on you haha
I don't really know what these feelings mean but they're definitely going up and down like a fucking roller coaster
When I'm upset, I try not to get you involved but you always do and end up making me forget about everything else
But every time you do that, I feel like my sadness has been transferred to you and I don't like that
When I'm mad, at you especially, you always cut through my anger and it's as if you can read of mind because you always end up making me feel waaay better
When I'm happy, grinning at my phone happy? Don't even doubt it. Yes, you're on again.
you've been nothing but an amazing guy to me even though I always act like s bitch and take things to the extreme
I'm just so happy to have you in my life you know
Hey it's almost 3 again, but this time, I'm one hell of a happy motherfucker
I just miss you, that's all :b
Thank you for everything you've done. For me. For us.
P.S. man this shit's hard, I'm falling way too fast
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